Dazed

Tummy tumbles,
Spinning of sickness,
Throat is getting tight.
Head is getting spinny
tired head.

Throat becoming hard to swallow.
Vomit may com
Please hold back
the smell is storng
Body is weak.
Need to stay strong.

Moving a new

breeze in the air.

Kicking harder to be higher.

No one to touch.

The birds fly by

doing as they please.

Clearing a mind of trouble

releasing to the Lord

praying for peace.

For now fly in a new world.

Rebirth

A greater distance is growing from the love I felt.

Your names becoming unfamiliar

Washed away from my memories

Thoughts of a new are strong.

The past still holds on,

Yours are a lie, and myth

The Big Foot to my life,

I believed I saw you.

New clothes, new outlook, new shoes.

All who I wanted to be

Which you chipped away slowly

Losing myself in the world of you.

My hour glass of love for you has run out

The clocks have stopped ticking

The storms coming to wash it all away

Holding on to what I thought was true is now ripped away.

Leaving a place where you never went

But was a major part of

Starting fresh without you

Happy you are worthless, knowing I deserve more.

Why I feel for you I'll never know

It was a relationship of the fro and scorpion.

You got our ride, and killed me when it was over.

Only I did not die.

I'm reborn to a new life.

One that feels right

I'm in love, not with you.

With who I'm going to be.

Home

Finding what is right with a bunch of wrongs

Not knowing how to say the right thing,

Getting tongue tied to find the truth.

Looking to the world with a closed mind.

Failing before even beginning. Walking on the same beaten

path afraid to change to something that's right.

Afraid the new path will bring pain.

Put the past behind and take

on this new adventure.

Please Lord let your lamp guide my feet.

Do not let me stray.

Bring me home to where I belong.

Riddle

Four walls of a car

two of a friends

twos of strangers

two of lovers.

Where do they stand?

Do they speak?

Do they hide?

Do they kiss?

Yearning for the new

Knowing a world beyond the sea.

Trapped on an island of past.

Land slowly being added to the coast,

Traveling the way,

Watching it gradually expand.

Sinking slowly with waves digging

me deeper down.

Where's the ground to stand on?

Abandoned

I hate that I miss you

Your face is fading from memory

Replaced by a figure I know

Reminding me of who I loved.

I can sense your touch but without the meaning

Your scent catches me off guard.

Coming for the moment

Life is moving fast while I walk circles.

World has moved forward but my hearts trapped in the past

Summer ended as did your life.

My love grew while yours was a twisted game.

Leave me so I can love and forget you.