I believe in this, moments we share together, tenderness shared.

All of this makes up who we are. Can't you see it? Don't you

want to believe in what we were. Where we are? Come back.

This is where you belong and here is where I wish you'll stay.

Constantly replying that moment in my mind seeing you walk

away on that rainy night. Your shadow from the streetlight is

blurred by the puddles. What it could not hide were my tears

or your face filled with anger. I kneel begging still in that rain.

That girl will always exist in a part of me. Do you remember

her? Or the one who wronged you? I'm standing here as neither.

Gone

A storm comes in, leaving a wake of destruction
neither of them know how to handle to aftershock.
One ignores turning into himself and shutting her out.
She speaks more with no meaning behind it. However
the pain and hurt lingers in the air. It's suffocating.

His mind can't handle what is happening and only
knows to cut her out. He becomes quiet. Reserved.
No one can reach him because no one knows why
he has up these walls of silence. He seems content.
While his world is be shattered and falls to pieces.

Her mind races with each point connecting with
horrible instances. Nothing can stop them from coming.
It takes over ever part of her being. No action can be
acted out, no thought can be processed till it's written
down. The terrible thought that kills everything around.

The shock breaks. Leaving a quiet chill for the world
to come back. Staring at each other they can't even look
one another in the eyes. He goes to speak but she turns
and walks away. The silence is all that's let of their story.

Desire

You take over all my senses.
I cannot think or process what I
should be doing, or what is around me.
You make everything be heightened.

You make everything hot, drawing me
down a path I ignore and know is wrong.
But all it's saying is to follow and give in.
You are strong. I can't resist your calling.

You lead for me to follow. That is all I want
to do. All that my body is willing to do.
I cannot resist that pleasure I know that
you give. I indulge. Cave for just a taste.

You drag me under. All thoughts escape me.
It's only you and I in this moment. Getting
caught up and nothing else exists.
You glow in your victory and leave with a smirk.

She was the shy one, he was the loner.
They seemed perfect and inseparable.
Both hide the truth but when it became
evident neither are willing to face the truth.

Let Down

Time has come. Excitement has been reached.
What to wear? Where to go? Neither know.
Caught up in the excitement, the details don't matter.
Running with one flat on and holding the other
racing down the stairs and out the door.

Heart can't contain this, opening the door to his car
he simply sits back and says, "So what do you want to do."

Shadow

Everywhere where we run there is a shadow that lingers.
Even in the stillness of night. It will be there as a reminder.
It was once apart of a life that has gone on without it. Looking
down on the family going about their normal lives, while it watches
from afar. Busy lives they live. Constantly on the go. No breaks.

Seasons come and go, now the family has grown, children to adults.
New families and faces that it is no longer remembered or spoken
about. A simple nod or gesture fills the role of suiting an explanation.

It comes dress down for holidays. Still in its ragged and torn clothes
that it wears daily. The family is in its best dress. It doesn't fit.
The photo has the nicely dressed members. It's a good thing
ghost cannot be scene on camera. Although it's spot is never replaced.

Even thought it's a shadow and not spoken about, the truth and love never fails.

New Month, Time for Photos!

These first two are from a hike I went on with a friend at 7 Lakes Drive

These next shots are from when I went to Central Park this past weekend with another friend: