I call on you when I a voice to tell me I'm crazy,
that everything will work out or I just completely effed it all up.
Above all that when I'm hurt to be by my side even when I
say I want to be alone. In one moment there is a decision to stay
                                                                                                                   or go.
In that moment  S T A Y, but that was not yours
I was in a state of confusion and pain, one where I should not
have been left alone. I did not know what to do, although
                                                                                                      you didn't care.
The moment I needed to not be in control, you left.