Oh you speak? Your mind can give fortifying thoughts?
What is the conspiracy? A  girl being educated makes no sense,
it's soon to be wasted when see meets a man and they wed.
Tis a shame she had a real future.

The ling nights of intense studying, filled with coffee and though of scholars
will simply become a distant memory when she turns to say hello.
This moment that makes it all change to start taking days off work
then putting down the books to make time for her looks.

Each girl will think this won't happen to them especially attending
the high up schools, but they miss that it's unavoidable.
Times say they've changed, but that's only time, not the desire of a girl
who was created for purposes beyond her control.

Through school this was the message given by men and women.
Male professor either said to get away from this, or didn't bother
answering the girls. While the women spoke to both sides, many gave
an impression family wins.

What if there's one who does not comprehend,
for family wasn't what they were given,
but a bunch of foster people who could be
                                                                     bothered?

I call on you when I a voice to tell me I'm crazy,
that everything will work out or I just completely effed it all up.
Above all that when I'm hurt to be by my side even when I
say I want to be alone. In one moment there is a decision to stay
                                                                                                                   or go.
In that moment  S T A Y, but that was not yours
I was in a state of confusion and pain, one where I should not
have been left alone. I did not know what to do, although
                                                                                                      you didn't care.
The moment I needed to not be in control, you left.

Embrace the Moment

The way out of a confined space is to break all bounds, to see the underling path

told to be ignored, why go that way? Rather than is life is to be ahead of us, and

not how we see it right now. What crap the teachers tell us about life is to come,

who do they think they are filling our mind with? Life's in the future, and think of the future...

I'll tell you about that future, it is something to be planned for, but if life of now is

not lived then there is no future to be heading towards beside a downward spiral

or an endless life of neglecting responsibilities. Mama never said that was bad - or

maybe mama didn't care enough to say come inside from playing and do your homework.

The young wild and free motto lives on in childhood, but that was acceptable, the age

of reason and doing the necessity is what happens now. Ignore the clothes of t-shirt

and cut off jeans that are considered beach and lounge wear when done with school

and entering the real world. Pick up the pencil shirt and blouse to enjoy the day of hours passing

by while working hard to get the deals done and what is asked of your boss. This could

be the life lived when ignoring the crap teaches tell to not challenge you in their classroom

and let you be someone else's problem. They miss out on the chance to be truly happy for

your success, rather than bitter to see the greater outcome from others who pushed you to be better.

Life is not destined to be one way or another, it is about choices that are made. Ignore the

crap and push on. Or absorb all the crap handed to you and become the one looking at the

future, putting off responsibilities, and keep those dirty clothes given to you years ago and lay

starring at the sky in a bliss of thinking tomorrows another day, when it's ten am but

                                                                                                                                      you just woke up.

One World

Comes a point to know all or question it
is what a skeptist would say, falling for the
things that are told rather than finding the
truth on our own. While trusting the words
that are shared from above and seeking what
is left to be answered and finding the answer
is possibly the conservative. While the liberal
with hear the things and question it but secretly
believe it all. Even with each different answer
or statement the people of our time, hear what's
said and think to go about of lives because
the happenings around us are the problems
of the world, that do not matter for us.

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Destiny

A wonderful life together is where we're headed the two
of us so in sync it all makes perfect sense. From the beginning
our charismatic, introverted personalities were pulled out
by the other for the better of each to see the strength

in which they own. A courage they've been told others
see inside of them. The love they share with one another
makes their strength in each other become so blinding of how
perfectly they fit the other. ALmost like a glove that was
in a lost and found and needed by another. Each feels

like the others clique. Being together is something they didn't
fight. Simply waited patiently knowing the other would be there
People tell them how they're 'meant to be' or 'they don't need anyone else'
was this what they saw when looking deep into the others eyes?

Endless opportunities coming their way, possibilities they knew
could be done, is this too much for two who were meant
to be? The world could see all this and this was the path
for them, however she knew the worlds been wrong before.

'Love' Fairy Tale

Moments enter our lives to show us what we believe to be
true, what it leaves out is that life is what we think it to be and
force this outcome. Even with all the warning signs that are so
obvious, that reasons are made to ignore the blatant wrong we're doing.

Every bit of us is saying this is wrong and to run,
but instead we stay and talk or answer the text simply of our
own selfish desire to make it all work out. What is really being worked out?
Something we've made up in our heads, from what's being down on

paper is not what is truly happening. A check list has been made of
what's been shared, an emotional adultery that is worse than anything
physical. Connecting to the heart on all levels that should only be
done in a relationship. However two strangers shared more of themselves

then anyone they've ever cared deeply for, causing a wake of confusion.
Is this love? Or a friendship that will not be matched or continued
when one utters the words they've danced around, neither wanting to
touch upon the subject that they created this unhealthy world

that needed to be broken with a confession which brought around it's end.