All I Need

Sip of a cold mix of milk and espresso,
takes over ever fibber of my being. Thoughts
racing, heart pumping, an unnerving feeling
shaking display of whether to be or run.

Thoughts of my own, actions obscene,
yet you take all of me. You love me.
Others hide and run from this crazy side.

Bring me closer to your arms, bringing me closer,
not turning away. My heart melts of this unspeakable
love, I cannot understand or touch. Under this mind
only you can love me. Only you want me.

Words, processing, girls, tis the season
or month that happens. Dedication to faith
heart beats that tell the truth. Faltering for all.

Simple

This mind that goes at it's own pace, that see it as black or white.
While hers is all sorts of colors. Dialogue is erratic.
He speaks of the chill surround them, pulling in his sweater.
She twirls and takes off her jacket.
Walking up the stairs, focused on the flames that are sure to bring warmth
Grabbing his hand, pulls him to the wind. Awkwardly moving
releasing her hand, opening the door, he settles in the lazy-boy.

Self

Kicking, screaming, taunting, it's on the horizon.
Lingering in the air, it tells a story of it's own.

I Am.

Find me in the quiet,
wait for the world to be sill.
Let the silence encompass you.

Why run when you know I see.
I see all, your comfort only comes
from me. Those object, things, pleasures
they all fail you. Come to me.

Nothing else will bring the joy I do.
Compassion is because of me.
Your peace is what I give you.
Love is the beginning of it all.

Fall

Crisp air grab a hold, my bones quiver
the shawl is pulled tighter, his hand pulls her in closer.

Filled

There is only one thing, he stands alone, but never leaves me alone.
I can be so grateful and thankful for knowing you. That is all I know.
You call to me when I run. You catch me when I stumble. Both due
to my own self-centered and selfish ways. I cannot always meet what
you ask of me. It seems like to much, but it is not being about to trust
myself with what you've entrusted to me. Your ways are pure. Mine fail.

I wish this would be constant Lord, as constant as you.

Darkness

Ripping from the outside, turning off the lights,
All is being taken over by the darkness.

The past is waiting for the future to grab hold,
Until the moments come all is left waiting in the darkness.

Splitting the wood, removing the axe from the core,
With wanting to put the pieces together but can’t see in darkness.

The dreams the little girl held and never let go,
Got taken away in the nights darkness.

Waiting for the loving touch to come back,
But taken away forever in the darkness.

Being brought back to a time of everything being planned,
To a time of where no one knew of the darkness.

To an underlines defeat of ruins,
While one wants Rebecca out the darkness.

Only One

A peaceful moment that can only be caused by one thing.
There is nothing else that exist that can bring about even
close to being and equal measure of this moment. Many
search their whole life to experience this moment. Filling
the space with money, sex, false intimacy, adrenaline, etc.
Nothing can compare. Only one thing can fulfill that need.

He gives the answers, and brings peace, love,
a compassion that no one else and nothing else
could. This love is never ending nor is he failing. 

Glimmer, sparkle, distractions to a raccoon.
Are you more intelligent? Believing I'll fall for these old tricks.
Books tell a story. Poems share and evoke emotions.
Neither give instruction, both fill our head with ideas.

Walk with me. Be my right hand and old it when in need.

Straight and Narrow

Feet going one in front of the other, watching as the pass in a straight line
one continuous line. Then another pair come into the line of view. Words
are coming out of the owners shoes. No threat. Calm tone. Who could
this mystery voice belong to. The shoes begin to stray as his eyes move to see
her skirt flowing in the wind. He trips over himself as he goes to follow the show owner.

Her path isn't straight. Her feet wonder ever which way so so please.
Sometimes she tip toes, others a dance, some times she even rocks on her heels.
He stays flat footed. Planted while zigs and zags off his path. He watches her.
Longing for her feet to match his path. They over lap and moments but he's
memorize but her feet going where she so pleases. She moves with the breeze.

Drop the pages that seek a life
that no longer shows in the writing.
A made up memory. A dispassionate
trial that ended up being so filled
of an unspeakable love.
                                       Or was it a fantasy?

Sharing

Keeping close to not show

the way you've changed me.

I kept you a secret in my heart

not wanting those around to see

the amazing wonders you're doing in me.

I would acknowledge you

but now I understand so much more

of you. The love you share and kindness

that I heard of but can now feel.

I am told to share you.

Instead of sharing I've kept you to myself.

Not letting the world know 

what has changed me but seeing

through my actions your wonders

of the world.

The wonders that simply were words

on a page. A story per say. But

now it's a history book

that is ever changing meaning for my life.

Life I've wasted till knowing you.

Rebirth

A greater distance is growing from the love I felt.

Your names becoming unfamiliar

Washed away from my memories

Thoughts of a new are strong.

The past still holds on,

Yours are a lie, and myth

The Big Foot to my life,

I believed I saw you.

New clothes, new outlook, new shoes.

All who I wanted to be

Which you chipped away slowly

Losing myself in the world of you.

My hour glass of love for you has run out

The clocks have stopped ticking

The storms coming to wash it all away

Holding on to what I thought was true is now ripped away.

Leaving a place where you never went

But was a major part of

Starting fresh without you

Happy you are worthless, knowing I deserve more.

Why I feel for you I'll never know

It was a relationship of the fro and scorpion.

You got our ride, and killed me when it was over.

Only I did not die.

I'm reborn to a new life.

One that feels right

I'm in love, not with you.

With who I'm going to be.

Home

Finding what is right with a bunch of wrongs

Not knowing how to say the right thing,

Getting tongue tied to find the truth.

Looking to the world with a closed mind.

Failing before even beginning. Walking on the same beaten

path afraid to change to something that's right.

Afraid the new path will bring pain.

Put the past behind and take

on this new adventure.

Please Lord let your lamp guide my feet.

Do not let me stray.

Bring me home to where I belong.

Abandoned

I hate that I miss you

Your face is fading from memory

Replaced by a figure I know

Reminding me of who I loved.

I can sense your touch but without the meaning

Your scent catches me off guard.

Coming for the moment

Life is moving fast while I walk circles.

World has moved forward but my hearts trapped in the past

Summer ended as did your life.

My love grew while yours was a twisted game.

Leave me so I can love and forget you.

Friend

Follow me to a new world,

one not found but in us it belongs.

Others search for this ground we own.

They foolishly think they can find it.

I lead while you join my side.

One together, one apart.

Life with try and move on.

But the seasons change.

We have changed the season.

Love came and went.

I loved you, you loved me.

But now I am in a love,

while you stay by my side

keeping us forever in our world.