Heart aching, flowing over with anger and heart break
      you brought these ideas in my head. These
promises you had no intention of following through on. Words
             that hold no meaning to you
besides an end goal you hope to reach and accomplish.
     Silly boy, did your mother not teach you properly?

Playing with a girls heart, she fights back, and this one
   has a
             mean punch
                                 with a world of issues she's not afraid
to hold back on. You giggle like the other girls huddled in
     a circle. With a smile that is obnoxious on that
face of yours. Promises. Yeah that what I remember
 
             I promise it was only once.

Only once with her. Then the rest of the alphabet tends to follow
                     in the only once situation.

I can stare and pray that you are who I've made you up to be
in my mind. Fellow of pride, respect, and someone I wish to call mine.
                  HA! My secret. My pleasure. My douche.
Those seems to flow right out of the mouth so easily.
What about when you were my friend? Lover? Person who made me happy?
Are you still that person? Or have those been taken away?
Moments of peace just looking in your eyes with it all feeling right.
Then you say you don't want to explain yourself because then I could
get the wrong idea. . . Making a girl feel useless and leaving her that
way is the better bet?

Your Mama didn't raise you right.
          Or you ignored her when saying you will break girls heart
if you don't respect them. Respect seemed easy.
     To show respect you need to respect yourself. Lying to
the one you say your closet with, how can you love anyone?